Thanks?giving

I'm trying to be thankful today, I really am. However, it's super duper hard when home is ~2000 miles away and I'm sitting here alone on Thanksgiving evening because TJ is at work. Therefore, I am FORCING myself to make a list of things I am thankful for.

- My Dad. Even though he isn't here now, he will be for Christmas. He's supported me 110% throughout my whole life, even though I know he doesn't always agree with me. He's helped me out more financially than he even needed to (or that I should have let him) and I will be eternally grateful for that because I know I would've never been able to make the move without his help.

- TJ. He's my everything. My rock, my better half, and the only one who has my heart. He's the one who helped me through the worst of Mom's illness and her passing. He's the one who gave me the final push to leave and failing situation in NC and make a new life for myself out here. Even though our relationship isn't perfect (does perfect exist?) I think that we are the real deal.

- Maggie. She's always happy to see me, no matter what. Everything she does puts a smile on my face. She is the most perfect dog I could ever have asked for. Her life went through a HUGE upheaval, yet she just took everything in stride. She's my cuddle buddy, my workout buddy, and my best friend.

- Reverdy. Even though we're apart right now, there is nothing that will break the bond that we have. He will be 19 in February and in May it will be 12 years together. He's gotten me through some of the darkest times in my life. I miss him so much it hurts. I am literally counting down the days until he gets here.

- My friends. While they may be an eclectic group of weirdos, I cannot deny them the respect they deserve for putting up with my impossible self. I know I haven't always been the best friend, but they've stuck with me regardless and I can't thank them enough for that.